I'm so done.

Why can't I be a male? I mean, they don't have periods. Or PMS. Might be the PMS talking too but I just want to lay down and never move ever again. I'm so tired and I'm so done.

I'm not going to go to Japanese Club.

I think the person knows who they are and why I'm like this. Words cut, and they hurt. A lot. I get hurt by words a whole lot, and it feels like I'm never really healed. Or i'm healed for a little bit and then I get hurt again.

I'm really fun to hurt, aren't I? All the sensitive ones are.